5th Post: Short 6 Months (Not so short after all)

Haha.. After eons of time, only I remembered the presence of this little blog here..
The last post was on May 23rd.. Unbelievable right?? It has already been 6 months plus. Time sure flies. Now when I look back in that short 6 months, a lot has changed and things that were once so familiar weren't so familiar anymore. People that were once classmates weren't classmates anymore. However, I do thank God that people do remember me as their friend and haha I made new ones that are equally crazy and wild..

Well.. was just browsing through the blogs of my friends. They made me realise so many things. F-U-T-U-R-E.. Future may only be a six-lettered word but many people are afraid of what it holds. The future is so uncertain, so unpredictable that it might be or is a scary place to be.

Anyways, for me in this moment, people are scarier. In this case, I'm taking my own as an example. I fear myself. In this 6 months of time, I realise that the person that I used to know is not there anymore. This new person that I'm knowing is a total stranger that I myself don't even recognise and the sad part is I'm not doing anything to change it. It is really scary. The person I know now can't study alone. She NEEDS supervision. Note NEED is spelled in block letters. It is really scary.. Where have all my principles gone to? Wait, do I have any principles?? I really don't like this new person that I'm seeing. It is really scary and if I don't change or chase this stranger that is becoming a part of me out, I'm DOOMED.. So if it is so, I won't have any future.. Let alone be afraid of it..